IMPULSE

Another needle breaks through my walls
Another narcissist with nothing at all
You need to solicit a reaction
To serve your undying lust for attention
You'll never truly quite get it
But you'll act like you understand it all
An unnecessary instinct
To act out of impulse
Do you ever fucking think?

I've had enough fun
But I've only just begun
So don't bite the bullet
I still need a reason to feed it to you
But I can't stand the headache I get
With the sound of your voice
Bouncing around my head
Might as well fuck off
Feeling better off dead

Like a waste of space
Looping through my brain
You lack all integrity
Nobody will remember your name

Don't you feel voiceless
When you define yourself
By your last fucking impulse
Like you mischaracterize
The image of yourself in your own head
A feeble mindedness digs a hole
That you just can't climb out of

I'd love to watch
You hit the ground running
But I know it's where you'll collapse
I'd love to be the reason
That you'll no longer live to satisfy
But you set your own flag half-mast
I can't undig the path you led
Or reverse the choices you made
I'll sit on the sidelines
While you dig your own fucking grave