Promises

these clouds i breathe dont come from the sky
they fill my lungs so i can get high
would you believe me if i said i was fine?
would you decieve me if i was blind?
to my mistakes, dear im outraged
you admit to me that i need to change
and i can't live my life this way
its the same shit, a different day.

holding onto my life by a thread,
if i take another hit, i'll surely be dead
and i keep tripping and flying
and i can't help but think that my eyes are lying
go ahead and set me free,
i will be happy only temporary
and i can't believe it anymore,
i can fly theres no need for the door.

these words you speak dont come from your heart
they are said to see me get torn apart.
would you believe me if i said i was hurt?
would you help me if i was down in the dirt?
your the one that i can trust.
your the only one that i love

holding onto my life by a thread
if i take another hit i'll surely be dead
and i keep tripping and flying
and i can't help but think that my eyes are lying.
go ahead and set me free
i will be happy but only temporary
and i can't believe it anymore,
i can fly theres no need for the door.

i've lost family
i've lost friends
its not worth it in the end
i've lost family
i've lost friends
but they still love me in the end.