The Sofa

I don't know if I miss you
Or just think that I miss you
But it's an issue in my life
Although my life wouldn't fit you
'Cause shit is different from when I was with you
Putting it in you
And pulling out of your driveway like
This has gotta be the last time
I guess I said it so much that it felt like routine
What I mean is that I'd be back every night
To pull down your jeans
So it seemed like when it was said
It was like we both knew that we
Would forget it all again
And fall back on our low self-esteem
I mean the sofa
But now I'm home and scrolling through texts
That I never answered from you
Can't wait till I'm holding you next
And I feel like
Shit
'Cause I used you for sex
And that'll probably be my presence in your head until death

I can't change your mind anymore (ayeee, lady)
I can't change your mind anymore (why don't you uh- why don't you come over, tonight, uh, we could chill)
No, I can't change your mind anymore (I-I'm so sorry for the way that I treated you, I'm so sorry)
And I've tried but you're not buying anymore (and I swear, like I'm on some different shit right now, like I'm just on some different-)

When you fuck up in the way that I fucked up
From just being a fuck-up
You should probably shut the fuck up
I used to let my lips talk their way onto yours
And cancel your feelings out
I'm an asshole
Should probably choke on a buttplug
The point is I've said enough stuff
And almost done as much
But no matter my intentions the worst of me tends to come up
Eventually, so I guess it's meant to be what it was
But it gets to me I wish you could be friends with me
But it's done, love
Our history just won't be seen differently
You'll remember me based on the memory
Of you kissing me while I bit you
These thoughts in my head are burdens
But I think that I deserve it
I hope you move on
And lowkey I hope I keep on hurting
It's budman

I can't change your mind anymore
I can't change your mind anymore
No, I can't change your mind anymore
And I've tried but you're not buying anymore
I can't change your mind anymore
I can't change your mind anymore
No, I can't change your mind anymore
And I've tried but you're not buying anymore