Absolute

It's over and it's sweet as my life
Before you could have been
I don't care, and I don't mind,
And I don't see what the big fucking deal is
Paint me so low, betray me again

The bottle is endless, and I am drowning once again
I don't care, and I don't mind, and I don't see
What the big fucking deal is

I drink all night, I sleep all day,
I cry all the time, and I waste away
Sacrifice my thoughts, led my mind astray,
All I felt isn't real, all I've seen is insane
Life I knew is dead, my mind a cluttered mess,
Heart a thoughtless seed, tear it from my chest
Poison stings my throat, poison dries my veins,
Sadness fills my head, and I waste away