Forced Divide

I don’t remember the last time I felt alive
Without this weight that feels like certain demise, one more time around the Sun
I'm still demonised

So I

Let the blade drop
Free me from these bonds I am ready
Bleed me empty, forced to solitary

I stray from hope I cannot get back
I crave all I can never have

So I embrace the fall and fight for no reward
In spite of all the blood let, I found no cure at all

One more year spent wasted
Another chance faded
I saw my name on the page, I scratched it out in a rage
Blood stained letters

Forced divide
A spirit confined

Watch me fall
Take pleasure as I shatter
Watch me fall
This heart that doesn’t matter

I stray from hope I cannot get back
I crave all I can never have