Grief

You can almost tell the second it went numb
Devoid of meaning
Like the universe has called it back
But too attached I became ill again

With my heart filled with grief, yet I feel grateful
For the leather around my neck
All in all, it was just a inevitable scratch
A decent attempt to fill the ancient little hollow
Always lurking around when I go to sleep

I saw an ugliness that I never saw before with my old eyes
Trying to convince yourself you can prove them wrong
You can fight, you can get it back

With my heart filled with grief, yet I feel grateful
For the leather around my neck
All in all, it was just a inevitable scratch
A decent attempt to fill the ancient little hollow
Always lurking around when I go to sleep