Not Fair

Good morning and fuck you
I don’t really want to talk to you, no
You can save your condolences to yourself
I hate it when you say it
I don’t need help

If you think you feel sorry for me
You’ll hate me more than I already hate me
I'm throwing a pity-party this evening
With everything that’s left of my feelings

I'm ready to take all my sorrows by the hand and slow dance
I'm blaming all my problems on everyone else
‘Cause fuck common sense

It’s not fair
It’s not fair
That the world gets to move on
It’s not fair
It’s not fair
That’s the feeling after he’s gone

Now my mom and dad just won’t stop fighting
Because the anger left is so inviting
But can you blame a man for all his crying?
When his father died because of lies and
Misinformation, fake news of a nation
Told by a monster with standing ovation
If there’s a God I think he’s on vacation
And I already gave up on my salvation

And I can’t blame California for this pain
I know it was my choice to begin with
And I can’t take back this time without
I should’ve told you more that I loved you so
Now I have to deal with all this sorrow
I killed the hopes that I had for tomorrow
I take it out on my heart, lungs and brain
Hoping to die so I can see you again

It’s not fair
It’s not fair
That the world gets to move on
It’s not fair
It’s not fair
That’s the feeling after he’s gone