Again

We’re walking through a haze, it’s a crowded maze of apathy and rage
But what’s the point of this? If we stay any longer, our dreams will fade away
I’m done with trying to achieve what I left behind
It is better to redefine what I live for
The past is gone
My friend, it’s feeling like the old days
But I’ll be damned if I let my absence of innocence ever hold me back!

The sin inside me will always be oppressing
Cannot ignore this unbearable suffering
I’m sick and tired of feeling as a victim, what am I waiting for now?
Tryin’ te write down the words as I feel them
But can I separate the truth from what is fiction?
Can’t escape, no more turning back now! This is reality!

Within the night sky, the rest of our short lives, never resting in complacency
(This is my wish)
If we are to have dreams, then there’s no such thing as safe and sound
We have no place to call home
Wasting time and we’re wasting our lives, trying to fix what can never be changed
Nostalgia’s comfort, it disappears into a now fury

I must apologize
This pride that’s inside me always telling lies
Like I am in control, of the things that were not ever my burdens to hold
I carried everything back then, and I will carry everything that’s within my reach
Though I know that, it’s killing me
I breathe, gotta let the anger pass over me so I can communicate what I am feeling
I close my eyes!

Tell me why, why they must repeat lies?
Saying we’re friends but they’ll never know what’s inside
My heart, burning with a malice for all the sly deception
For every falsehood that’s trying to perpetuate
You take a step further from the world you decorate
Reality, as well as contentment, will always be out of reach

To the night sky, I scream out my crimes, trying to will away this guilty plea
If we are to have dreams, then there’s no such thing as safe and sound
We have no place to call home
You take the time, and I thank you for trying to understand this mess I’ve made of me
(I’m on my way)
Be friend or foe I, welcome anyone who tries to challenge me!

I am searching for the next door, opening for me a path to the truth
Sometimes we don’t write our own story, and we can’t erase what’s written within
Open your eyes, open your eyes!

Wasting time and we’re wasting our lives, trying to fix what can never be changed
So, take this damned life, and lead me to where I can start over
I’ll let go of all this pain!

Into the night sky, I scream out my crimes, trying to will away this guilty plea
If we are to have dreams, then there is no such thing as safe and sound
We have no place to call home
You take the time, and I thank you for trying to understand this mess I’ve made of me
(I’m on my way)
Be friend or foe I, welcome anyone who tries to challenge me!