Never Reach

All I made
And all I can't erase
It's like a parasite
On my mind
All I get
And all that I regret
Is always very nigh
Side by side

And now I only see
What I've already missed
And what I'll never reach

How many painful changes
Do we have to pass?
Because the sorrow ain't the
Worst thing to forget
But all the best we're living
That we'll never get back
There is no present here
I'm stuck between the past
And something that's so close
So close to loneliness
I'm just stuck on this lake
Inside my fucking mess
And when I try to escape
My effort is useless
Then I try to sink away
But I keep floating away
Cause once I wanted the end
I wanted to fade the flame
But now I got to pretend
That I won't go wrong again
I can't go back in the days
And future makes me afraid
I'll feel like I've been slain
Until all the pain is drained
If I wanna set me free
The first step is to believe
I'm gonna do it on my own
But now I can't be gone

All I made
And all I can't erase
It's like a parasite
On my mind
All I get
And all that I regret
Is always very nigh
Side by side

And now I only see
What I've already missed
And what I'll never reach

Just want another chance
To make things alright but
If I were in this circumstance
Would I make it right?
I always act like a fool
And blame me after all
And when I can play it cool
It's just behind a wall
What I've let slip away
It's haunting me inside
So I look deep in my mind
And try to break this line
I miss the time I used
To be another person
Right now I'm so confused
No nursing, I have worsened
If I want to move on
So I got to go back
And build a brand new path
I got to make believe that
Then and now is the same shit
And the season's a sequence
But it doesn't seem to fit
Maybe this ain't the secret
So if I wanna set me free
The first step is to believe
I'm gonna do it on my own
But now I can't be gone
Cause...

All I made
And all I can't erase
It's like a parasite
On my mind
All I get
And all that I regret
Is always very nigh
Side by side

And now I only see
What I've already missed
And what I'll never reach