In My Heart

The heaviness of my heart seems a
Burden to me - whatever they preach
I have to look for people like me
Ans so i have to join the wrong
Unmindful of virtue i am eggier for
The pleasure of love more than for
Salvation - i am seized by desire but i
Have to keep the darkness night hidden
In the depth of my heart - it's the most
Bitter fate - fate is against me
In love and virtue
I am heartened by my promise
I am downcast by my refusal
There is nothing i need from anyone
Expect love and respect and anyone
Who can't give me those two things
Has no place in my life be sure before
I'll finish - i intend to celebrate this hell
I am involved in.