Unattainable

I carry so many memories,
caresses that I've guarded over time

A word - to cloud over my space - uproots my emotions with a pull

I pause without speaking
in this solitude I am
desperate - intending to trap you.

Unattainable
Lost in another's arms
because of your silence
I feel like a prisoner

Unattainable
Capable of causing me pain
to have you be mine
I die inside

How much I want to
say I'm sorry
To shout my reason
That I don't have you

A word
Clouds my space
Uproots my emotions with a pull

I pause without speaking
in this solitude I am desperate
intending to trap you.

Unattainable
Lost in another's arms
because of your silence
I feel like a prisoner

Unattainable
Capable of causing me pain
to have you be mine
I die inside

Unattainable
Lost in another's arms
because of your silence
I feel like a prisoner

Unattainable
Capable of causing me pain
to have you be mine
I die inside

Unattainable
Lost in another's arms
because of your silence
I feel like a prisoner