At My Worst

Pour me out another case of fucks to give
I think I gave my last and I don't have no more
I know you think of me just like some shaggy dog
You fed just once and still I'm scratching at your door

And I know
That I'm to blame for all of this
I never wanted you to see me at my worst
I tried my best

But I can't get you out of my mind every night
So I will hold on to my sorrow
Until you let me hold you tight

I panic
As I vomit words onto your perfect face
They don't sound how I formed them in my head
And now I'm drowning in my own ineptitude
And I can see that my embarrassment is shared

And I know
That I'm to blame for all of this
I never wanted you to see me at my worst
I tried my best

But I can't get you out of my mind
Every night
So I will hold on to my sorrow
Until you let me hold you tight