St. Veronica

You told me to smile so I smile on command
You told me to scream so I did it again
I jump when you say cause I thought you would lead
But now you’ve crawled in my mind and you’re not planning to leave

If you come, if you go, if you stay, I’ll remember your face either way

I used to be an angel
Now I’m angel dust

I lay on my side just to give him a reason
Yeah I drink every night just to make it seem easy
If I don’t give him his way he just cuts off my wings
Am I a fucking disgrace? That’s what he wants me to think

I’ll skin the skin I’m living in
No one ever told me it would be like this
Yeah I wanna feel better, but I just don’t fit

I got it
No one