My Own Opium

Where would I be without you?
So alone I can't escape
Myself and my habits they will be the death of me

Carved out my eyes
Blackened my lungs
It's never been enough

So watch me as I plunge
Deeper than you thought I could
This time I mean it when I say I'm done

Everything you promised I couldn't be
You wouldn't have guessed it
I've sunk so deep