Numb

I, I wish I were numb
I wish, wish I could not feel
Feel this anymore
All of the thoughts that lie deep in the pit of my messed up mind
They guide me blind, guide me blind
All of the ways that I waited for one to find flaws in my
My made up high

How can one do the damage of a thousand on their own, their own
How can all of the world feel like an army on my soul, my soul
I think I’ve bottomed out, I think I’ve bottomed out
Feels like the bottomed now
Could I go deeper down, I think I’ve bottomed out
Feels like the bottom now
Can’t fix this

I, I don’t have the air
I don’t, don’t know how to breathe
Breathe in like before
All of the thoughts that lie deep in the pit of my messed up mind
They guide me blind, guide me blind
All of the ways that I waited for one to find flaws in my
My made up high

How can I, how can I
How can I, how can I
How can I, how can I
Oh, how can I fix this
Oh, how can I
How can I