Familiar Hell

Problem innovator
Best you've ever seen
Plant me in a garden
Only then will I feel clean

Always looking sideways
Thought we were done with that
I could be truly anything
And that's just too much to ask

I get jealous of anyone who has anything at all
Am I ready to admit that it's all kind of all my fault

'Cause everybody's going out tonight
Baby stays home all by herself
Pour another glass of that cheap wine
Swallow every feeling I've ever felt
Give it to me straight, make it personal
I'm the only bitch who knows me well
I'm so sick of this familiar hell

God is playing favorites
And I think I might be one
The only thing I'm missing
Is a sign that will never come

How am I supposed to know if I am good just as I am?
Flowers growing all around but no one put's them in my head

'Cause everybody's going out tonight
Baby stays home all by herself
Pour another glass of that cheap wine
Swallow every feeling I've ever felt
Give it to me straight, make it personal
I'm the only bitch who knows me well
I'm so sick of this familiar hell (hell)

Ugh, it's like I know the definition of insanity
It's doing the same thing over and over and over again and expecting different results
Ugh, I don't know
You stupid bitch
No, I'm not a stupid bitch