[Primera Parte]
C
Went to bed a little girl
Dm
And woke up a grown-ass woman
Bb
Paid someone to tell me why
Bb
There are things I shouldn't
C
Shouldn't do to get the ones I love
Dm
To do exactly what I want
Bb
Turns out that ain't love at all
I, I, I
[Segunda Parte]
C
Missed a call again from Mom
Dm
But I'll call her back tomorrow
Bb
I don't wanna hear her voice
Bb
At the risk of what would follow
C
I'll feel bad for feeling far
Dm
I'll feel far from feeling me
Bb
Then I won't know who to be
I, I, I
[Estribillo]
C
And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs
DmBb
I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun
C
I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt
DmBb
I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts
Bb
I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like
I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
[Tercera Parte]
C
Now I'm sitting in my room
Dm
And I count the things around me
Bb
That I bought to fill the void
Bb
And to make something about me
C
'Cause I gave my time away
Dm
But I'm thе one I really hate
Bb
For nеver giving myself comfort in the first place
[Estribillo]
C
And now I'm screaming in the air at the top of my lungs
DmBb
I'm having fun, I'm having fun, I'm having fun
C
I'm wiping my tears on an old sweatshirt
DmBb
I know it hurts, oh I know it hurts
Bb
I'll try to explain it again, oh it feels like
[Puente]
C
Biting my hair, driving too fast
Dm
Buying that shirt, sending it back
Bb
God I'm so bored, life is so dumb
Bb
Why can't it always be what I want?
C
The less that I lie the more that I see
Dm
The problem at hand is probably me
Bb
I'm running in place, going downhill
Bb
Not having fun but maybe I will
[Final]
C
Not having fun, maybe I will
Dm
Not having fun, maybe I will
Bb
Not having fun, maybe I will
Bb
Not having fun, maybe I will