Funeral Gray

'Cause I can't spend another day
On my deathbed wearing funeral gray
Pull me out
'Cause I'm circling the drain

If this life is but a dream
Then wake me up when I count to three
A rinse, repeat reality
A future suffocating me

'Cause it's just another, day another fight
I'm high on my lows, I'm burning out on life
Help me, I don't wanna live a lie

'Cause I can't spend another day
On my deathbed wearing funeral gray
Pull me out
'Cause I'm circling the drain

I'm at the end of my rope
With expectations I can't hold
I feel the pressure bring me closer
To this noose around my throat

Is this it? I'll admit, it's not what I want
To be stuck in the backseat for half my life
I'm still afraid of the unknown
To face this on my own

'Cause I can't spend another day
On my deathbed wearing funeral gray
Pull me out
'Cause I'm circling the drain

And I can't fake another smile
Enough's enough, I'm throwing in the towel
Dead and done
Again I run from what's in front of me

'Cause I'm sick of waiting for something more
No more waiting behind closed doors
'Cause I am not that person I was before
But I can't kill my heart just to stay in line
If you're gonna make it out, you gotta realize
That change starts when you decide

And I won't fake another smile
Enough's enough, no more denial
Dead and done
But I won't run from what's in front of me

Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh