The Collapse

Denial, this is unfair, I sense no pain
I’m just lost!

You’re asking me for help, I’m unable to hold
The whole world

My parents inside, and my will is running out
I‘m worn out

A mirror behind, a graze and it shatters
As a brittle sky

I fall in the depth of her eyes
A sad sketch of mine

A sharp turn
An easy fall
A master stroke
All else burnt

I barely keep afloat
I’m going to blow my top
My God
As a tear in the sand
I’m just an useless man

She’ll never be at peace
Her soul lost in this morgue
A broken doll

Perhaps I should give more
But my own weight is enough
And that’s all!

I am deep down in the well
Wandering the shores of Hell

Only dust
The trace is rust
My body is gone
With wind gust

I close my eyes
My jaw and fists clenched
My God
Oh, please, tell me it isn’t true

But now I open my eyes
The tyrant’s voice again in my ears
Breaking my sedative unconsciousness driving me crazy
Drowning me out

I’m tired of being polite
Just swallow all duties you request for me
I’m not a child, I’m not my brother
I’m broken and you all are to blame

You’ve always made poor choices
It’s sad your brother is gone
You should have helped him, stop chasing visions
You, who are always leaving your family aside

Look at yourself, you think you’re a real man?
Of course not, your brother was

I would have preferred you were in the coffin
Good men always go away