Lose Myself

It's coming back again
Killing me, killing me, do you think that I kicked it?
I feel it in myself
Breaking it, breaking it, anything for a mere hit
And I try to be somebody else, but fall back to myself
Because I'm at it again
Pulling me, pulling me to the depths and I've faded

It takes me right from the start
I'm fading now

You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale
And I didn't save you when you called for help
I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I've already lost

I'm coming back again
Killing it, killing it, do you think that I made it?
I feel it in myself
Breaking it, breaking it and I just can't stop it
And I try to be somebody who could recognize themselves
Then it happens again

You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale
And I didn't save you when you called for help
I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

You lied, I broke
Inside your world of make believe
But who's to say what I'll be?
Maybe they'll see the best of me
Lose myself, lose myself (I could myself)
Lose myself, lose myself (I could myself)
Lose myself, lose myself (I could myself)
Lose myself, lose myself (I could myself)
I've already lost

You say I'm the monster in your fairy tale
And I didn't save you when you called for help
I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I've already lost