Hyperfixations

Starved oxytocin
I fear my body is broken
Even hands that are well spoken
End up feeling corrosive
Find it hard to get in it
When I'm focused on hip dips
Legs wrapped around their opinion
I'm everywhere but the present

There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go

Am I doing this bad
Am I doing it right
Are my veins too purple, are my eyes too tired
Are they bored, should I ask, I don't wanna know
There I go again with my hyperfixations
Am I easy to like
Are we all gonna die
I know the answer is yes
But before it's the time
Fear a future with brains on a hard drive
There I go again with my hyperfixations

White-out emotion
Pick words that aren't really chosen
Near rhyme yourself out the moment
Analysis leaves you frozen
It's free real estate
There's no right time right place
Untidy, cluttered dome space
Museum of adolescent headaches

There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go

Am I doing this bad
Am I doing it right
Did I peak at 17, now I'm on the decline
Pull hair, grind teeth, hate how I write
There I go again with my hyperfixations
Am I easy to like
Are we all gonna die
Know the answer is yes, but before it's the time
Fear of space, orbit breaks, burn in the Sun
There I go again with my hyperfixations

There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go again with my hyperfixations

Starved oxytocin
I fear my body is broken
Even hands that are well spoken
End up feeling corrosive
Starved oxytocin
I fear my body is broken
Even hands that are well spoken
End up feeling corrosive

Am I doing this bad
Am I doing it right
Are my veins too purple, are my eyes too tired
Are they bored, should I ask, I don't wanna know
There I go again with my hyperfixations
Am I easy to like
Are we all gonna die
I know the answer is yes, But before it's the time
Fear a future with brains on a hard drive
There I go again with my hyperfixations

There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go go go there I go again
There I go again with my hyperfixations