Penumbra

Empty
How can I feel so empty?
I just became too blind to see
Looks like I forgot the reason I'm here

Breathing
How can I still be breathing?
The air has never been so toxic
Just like a mist of blame that is all around me

How can I have so many doubts
But at the same time be so sure?

Living my life through the eyes of a savior
Who leads me to my demise

Acting like I was not ashamed
But enslaved by the things I fear
Feeding a side of me that's full of madness
Just to pretend

That I'm feeling alive!
But drives me crazy the fact
That I'm wasting our time!
It's so much blame that
I can't even sleep at the night!
That's why I'm living
Living in a penumbra!