I dived so deep into my mind But there was nothing but a blur So abstract, hard to describe I end up running out of words Even if I dare pushing through my limits just to get somewhere Somewhere I won't be reached by dispair A place so far, yet so close It would be no use, I got so far but my heart is entirely bruised My sould is shattered and my mind ooh So many thoughts on the loose Through grief I resonate with the ones who feel the same I wanna let go but I have so much to do And my heart wouldn't take the thought of turning my back on you That's just who I am, yeah, I feel too much I'm trying my best but lately I've been craving for something new I understood through all these years that suffering made me self aware And at that point I realized I was too tired to be scared Oh I miss the days enthusiasm filled in every word I'd say And simple things would get me amazed When did I get so numb? But through that I've learned to be resilient so I could resist the urge To give it up on who I once was And who I can still become I wanna let go but I have so much to do And my heart wouldn't take the thought of turning my back on you That's just who I am, yeah, I feel too much I'm trying my best but lately I've been craving for something new I feel too much, I'm trying my best But lately I've been craving for something new