Fresh Wounds

(Aha! Aha!)
Oh, it's so exhilarating
The feelings that are fading
My heart is still pulsating!

(Aha! Aha!)
Should I pull the wrapping tighter?
Does your head still feel lighter?
Just don't try to fight, yeah?

Oh- oh- I'm sorry- sorry!
It's not in my title
So I'm not quite sure what's in that vial
But that sickness that you have is vile!
Oh, I'm sorry, sorry!
T-terribly- so sorry, sorry!
Just stay down a moment
I can tend to tend to you, I tend to tend to I tend to-

A-apologise, right when the tears fall from my eyes
I tend to try to do what's right
E-even though the fault is always mine!
No matter what, no matter when, no matter how!
I will take the blame, but still, today, I'll treat you good for now!

(Aha! Aha!)
But there's something so ecstatic
Having someone so passive
Helpless within my grasp, it's
(Aha! Aha!)
I-it's so, just so elating
S-so exhilarating
W-won't you let me say, it's
Calming to have someone I can take care of
Their life in my hands, and no way to fight back
Completely helpless

Aha!

I'm being endlessly consumed
I think my soul and heart are doomed
And I know that I'm attuned to the growing, growing wounds
On my arms, on my legs, in my heart, in my head
There's a poison that is looming and the iv drip is filling with dread

Uh-oh
Oh these growing, growing flesh wounds
Uh-oh
Oh these numb and bleeding fresh wounds
Uh-oh
I'm so sick of feeling used
There is something that's inside me and it can't be removed
So I'll stare right at the needle and with this I conclude
That these fresh wounds, they must stay bruised!

(La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la)
(I hope you get a hangnail and die! Hueah!)

The first thing you do
Is you ready the lumen
You ready the human
You must reassure them!

Incisions are made so that they reach the vein
Cutting into their neck and ignoring their pain!
Oh!
Lest we forget the anaesthetic!
Wouldn't that be pathetic?
Of course I am a medic
Cosmetics can wait!

Snip cut
Identify the access point
Place the port, feel the joints seize
And now they're yours!

(Aha! Aha!)
There's just something so ecstatic
Having someone so passive
Within my g-g-grasp, it's
(Aha! Aha!)
I-it's insanely elating
So exhilarating
Please just let me say, it's
Calming to have someone I can take care of
Their life in my hands, and no way to fight back
Completely helpless

Sarin cresol ricin abrin vx chlorine soman tabun
Even advil even caffeine could have dangers that you don't see
Best to play safe, best to give in
Best to retreat, best to listen
I have knowledge that you won't, yes
I have cures and you, you don't

Kick me punch me I don't care slap me scold me pull my hair
Beat me till' I'm blue is that what you wanna do?
Well in the end I'll have my way
I can put you in your place
When you're on the verge of death
I'll let you take your final breath!

That's what she wanted from me
That's what she needed from me
I was so useful you see, you see, you see don't you see that
You might not share that belief
I know she'd never leave me
I was so useful you see, you see, you see don't you see it?

Treat me like a toy
Throw me around, exploit
She'd never leave me
Like you will leave me
So you can leave me here

(Aha! Aha!)
Oh, it's so exhilarating
The feelings that are fading
My heart is still pulsating!

(Aha! Aha!)
Should I pull the wrapping tighter?
Is your head feeling lighter?
Just don't try to fight, yeah?

(Aha! Aha!)
I do want to help, I just can't help it!
God they deserve it all!

Why won't you forgive me already?

I'm being endlessly consumed
I think my soul and heart are doomed
And I know that I'm attuned to the growing, growing wounds
On my arms, on my legs, on my heart, in my head
There's a poison that is looming and the iv drip is filling with dread

Uh-oh
Oh these growing, growing flesh wounds
Uh-oh
Oh these numb and bleeding fresh wounds
Uh-oh
I'm so sick of feeling used
There is something that's inside me and it can't be removed
So I'll stare right at the needle and with this I conclude
That the substance stuck inside it is just toxic and crude
Did I lose?

Whoa, these flesh wounds, these fresh wounds
I'll let them bleed and bruise!

Sarin cresol ricin abrin vx chlorine soman tabun
Let them bleed and bruise!

Guess I lose