Overdose

Every time I get this feeling
Like a chilling from the ceiling
Emotional misleadings
Falling short of your love
It’s been reoccurring
Has my mind racing in stirring
I’m feeling like I’m not enough

I try and be myself
I compare to someone else
Obsessions, they never help
But I’m at it again
Dwelling on the past
Regret is killing me fast, I
Know it doesn’t have to last

Cause when I get this way
I know I need you
My vision starts to fade
I feel far gone
Like remedy
I know I need to
Get more of you
More of you
You

And it must be something I’m believing
I think I overdosed on lies again
Everything around me has me fiending
For more of you you

Then I start to think
Is it real or is it fake
Maybe its a mistake
Could a love run so deep
These scars stain hard, can you fix me

It’s hard to ignore a
Continuous paranoia
It could really be avoided
If I let you in more
Tattoo your name on my brain
Rehabilitate me
Don’t leave me the same

When I’m feeling insecure
Know that I need you more
More of you perfect ways
Showing me how to be
Something I’m believing
Has got me screaming
I need you God

And it must be some kind of lies
That I don’t don’t wanna buy
That has me falling weak
All this anxiety
Got me feeling
More like needing
More of you
You