Play

If you took a picture of me, you
Would never get what you see, who
Knew that faking a smile
Would take me for miles
They'll ask you what's on your mind
Only if you're doing fine
Nobody wants to be
Friends with misery, no
Find me sitting on the edge of logical and insane
Every other day
Positive you never came to have me feel this way

But what if I fake
Act like I'm okay
What would they say
Maybe then they'd want to Play
I know you have your plans
That are way better than mine
I can catch what you throw
And be out of control tonight

I hope I don't sound ungrateful
They say never to complain
But ignoring this this thing won't make it go away
This negativity won't leave
And happiness never stays
But I'm interested In what you have to say
Find me sitting on the end of logical and insane
Positive you never came to have me feel this way

But what if I fake
Act like I'm okay
What would they say
Maybe then they'd want to Play
I know you have your plans
That are way better than mine
I can catch what you throw
And be out of control tonight

And it gets scary
When it gets late, and my mind up
Can't sleep
Feeling so weary
Anxiety eats me alive
No one come near me
Cause I anticipate
Feelings I try to avoid
The fear that I make, No
I don't wanna go back
I felt so low
Running from that relapse
I know, I know
But this feeling of hopelessness is so strong
I just wanna be over this
Help me God

But what if I fake
Act like I'm okay
What would they say
Maybe then they'd want to Play
I know you have your plans
That are way better than mine
I can catch what you throw
And be out of control tonight