Not Fine

Am I the only one that’s not fine?
I can’t love nobody my brain is fried
I forfeit my all my focus on a dime
I think my head is broken
I think my skull cracked
But it’s alright
Just give it some time
Pain is divine
At least that’s what they tell me

I'm not intelligent, but I wish that I was
I can't keep track of myself
I'm losing the plot
Losing my grip on these thoughts
What did you say? It's like
Do, do, do, do, do, do
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
But I cannot lie, I'm a genius in the night time
I'm not sure if I wanna be saved or not

Am I the only one that’s not fine?
I can’t love nobody my brain is fried
(I think my brain is fried)
I forfeit my all my focus on a dime
I think my head is broken
I think my skull cracked
But it’s alright
Just give it some time
Pain is divine
At least that’s what they tell me

Somebody please tell me are we just this flawed?
Ain't nobody got friends, parasocial gods
And I don't wanna act like I'm not involved
I know I do the same
They got a hold on me
They got a hold on me

Is it a mark of the times?
So many kids wanna die
It's gettin' harder to try, we loggin' off
No time to care 'bout the house
We'll never own in our lives
I gotta know

Am I the only one that’s not fine?
I can’t love nobody my brain is fried
(I think my brain is fried)
I forfeit my all my focus on a dime
I think my head is broken
I think my skull cracked
But it’s alright
Just give it some time
Pain is divine
At least that’s what they tell me