He broke down in front of me
'Cus she told me she's gonna leave him
All the while, he tries to break a smile
In the light I realise that this is me

Dried up I couldn't speak
'Cus she said she's gonna leave me
All the while, we broke the oldest rule
And in the light I realise what I didn't need

Here and now has God turned his back?
I think the older I get
I can't stay on this track
And you know I feel the shame
I can always place the blame
I feel I have to scream it
Oh, my lord

Packing up to drive away
'Cus I think I need a miracle
All the while, I hardly blame this feeling
In the night I remember what I didn't need

But here and now has God turned his back?
I think the older I get
There's no turning back
And these feelings disappear
As I piss away the years
Sometimes I need to scream it
Oh, my lord

All the while, I tried to break a smile
In the end I remember what I didn't need

But here and now has God turned his back?
I think the older I get
I can't stay on this track
And you know I feel the shame
I can always place the blame
And still I need to scream it
Oh, my lord
My lord