Saving Me From Myself

Wake up in the morning
To a face that I forget
Feeling no shame I can't explain
Why I get so destructive
Doing things that I regret
Every mistake I can't erase no

I could make excuses
But you would see right through it
You know my honesty
Should make you wanna leave
But you just go and take it
Don't hate me when I'm faithless
Oh, I love you selfishly

Shouldn't wait around for me
I'm not the one you wanted
I can't be your everything
If everything is haunted

I can't help what's taking over me
You know I never meant to hurt you
Keep these secrets hidden underneath
You know I never meant you let you down

You know I never meant you let you down
But I do it everytime when you try to stop me
From being that somebody else
There's no saving me from myself

I don't wanna talk 'cause
I would be misunderstood
I️ push you away 'cause I'm afraid
So tell me why you stay here
We both know that I'm no good

I just don't understand why
You want me, you need me
You love me, my baby
All the scars I leave they make you blind
With you and I, ooh

Shouldn't wait around for me
I'm not the one you wanted
I'll just steal your sanity
And only leave you haunted

I can't help what's taking over me
You know I never meant to hurt you
Keep these secrets hidden underneath
You know I never meant you let you down

You know I never meant you let you down
But I do it everytime when you try to stop me
From being that somebody else
There's no saving me from myself

I apologize, I apologize
I'm incapable of healing
And I don't know why

I apologize, yeah, I apologize
And if it's any consolation
You're my peace of mind

I can't help what's taking over me
You know I never meant to hurt you
Keep these secrets hidden underneath
I never meant you let you down

Never meant you let you down
But I do it everytime when you try to stop me
From being that somebody else
There's no saving me from myself

There's no saving me from myself
'Cause there's no saving me, saving me
Don't tryna change me
From being that somebody else
There's no saving me from myself