We could make out in the back of your car
Without anyone having to know about it
We could probably do it without holding my hand
And I don't wanna be told off about it
Spend my time turning off all of the lights
'Cause I wanna kiss and think it's you I'm tasting, no talking
Bite my lip, I'll whisper out a different name
To a mouth I'd like to think I'm kissing

Terrified of the only truth (the truth)
'Cause everything's kinder in my point of view
Drink, kiss, repeat this with someone
Who looks like you
God, this could be the reason I die
God, this could be the reason I die

'Cause I've tried to search it off on the internet
On how to get rid of your first heartache
Ah, ah
And it only takes me back to the night we met
Now I'm drowning in your shirt without wanting any help
Ah, ah

These days, I haven't been able to sleep yet
I'm in the room on a crowded place
It's been a year
I still look around for your face
And it's stupid, I know you the most
When I can't even mention your name
Without fading and sinking right through my bones
Pull my feelings down, it's a tug of war

It's crazy, but I don't wanna know
If there's a cure to what I'm feeling
Or it's engraved in my bones
Wouldn't hesitate, you can take off my clothes
God, this could be the reason I die
God, this could be the reason I die

'Cause I've tried to search it off on the internet
On how to get rid of your first heartache
Oh, oh
And it only takes me back to the night we met
Now I'm drowning in your shirt without wanting any help
Oh, oh

'Cause I've tried to search it off on the internet
Drowning deep in my skin, but it wouldn't help
But I like to paint a picture of hurting you
It doesn't work like that's just the internet
But I'd do anything for you to feel what I have felt
'Cause it's been a year and I'm still searching on how to get through