Falling In

Maybe with a little bit of courage I can make it through the night
Something I drank in the bar last time gave me awful nightmares
I want an answer when I call him, I adore him, but we fight
I said something on the walk home last night, that was awfully crazy

When we're falling in, we fall back out
When my heart's full of blood, you drain me
And falling's not a sin I'd live without
All the cancer but you'd have to kill me

He doesn't know that I saw him in the alley with his Valli baby blue
I thought it was for him and his nerves, he gets awfully anxious
He's always going getting in trouble, drinking doubles with his guy friends

Suddenly the room's looking funny, head is blurry, overcast
Static in my mouth when I speak, feeling weak, did I really say that?
Did I really say that?

And when we're falling in, we fall back out
When my heart's full of blood, you drain me
And falling's not a sin I'd live without
All the cancer but you'd have to kill me

Is this the end for us
A lame excuse, a lip gets bust
That stuff is not enough
To take us where we wanted to be

So I trace yellow lines
Waiting for a different sign
Something to pick me up
And take me back to bed forever

When we're falling in
When my heart's full of blood
And falling's not a sin
All the cancer but you'd have to kill me

When we're falling in
When my heart's full of blood
And falling's not a sin
All the cancer but you'd have to kill me