Growing Pain

Breaking all of my bones, this life's a rollercoaster
Finding it hard to ride with a heart that hurts forever
So tell me that the ache has reason, I need proof I'm alive
And I've been out black so long you'd think I had died

I spend my seconds in the void
I call my ex to hear his voice
It gives me nothing, so I wait
To outgrow this growing pain
I scream a song inside my car
I wet my eyes till I see stars
I guess I'll never act my age, yeah
Can't outgrow a growing pain

Sewing it together, I race to bind my body
Thread on a dart, take shots in the dark till my head runs empty
So I'm praying when I don't believe it, push my luck till it breaks
And I'm keeping my heart real deep in the doghouse till it goes my way

I spend my seconds in the void
I call my ex to hear his voice
It gives me nothing, so I wait
To outgrow this growing pain
I scream a song inside my car
I wet my eyes till I see stars
I guess I'll never act my age, yeah
I can't outgrow a growing pain

I just wanna outgrow this growing—
I just wanna outgrow this growing pain (pain), pain (pain), pain
I just wanna outgrow this growing—
I just wanna outgrow this growing pain (pain), pain (pain), pain

It's almost nostalgic to see you home
Like some kind of tourist, you come and go
You tap on the window, but it won't break
My body is mine now and I'm out of your state, uh
So I put you in my blind spot, hope you don't stay
You put me out of mind, so I left your state
I don't stay where my Sun burns, watch me, watch me leave with grace, ha
So I'll keep you in my blind spot, I won't run it back or chase, chase, chase, chase