NUMB

Numb, could collapse
No attack, just the panic where I stand
Hard to breathe or believe
Did you really need to cheat?
Using me didn't ask to be
In pain from a secret I shouldn't keep
Lost in a cloud
With my lipstick stuck on his teeth
Saw you sink in the crowd
Cause guilt isn't cheap like talk
And you spend a lot
Hope daddy's money doesn't run out

Stoic in the
Heat of the moment
Yeah, I just seem to freeze in the flashing lights
'Cause I'm a victim of your mind
Anesthetic in what I've become
Feeling so

Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me (feeling so)
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask

Crossed in the back
Of the bathroom
Stalling in smoke
Hide me head into her hands
While I powder up my nose
Wish I would have kept my space
Over thinking you could ever change
Is it a habit?
Crying on the curb
As a tactic
Make me think you're sorry
What a talent
No you're just damaged
So you say you love me
When the fact is
All you've ever loved are the drugs and distractions

Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me (yeah)
Ooh
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Spend a lot
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask

Isn't tragic?
To buy your pain out as a passage
Leave me to pay for what you haven't
You're just damaged
You say you love me
But the fact is
All you've ever loved are the drugs and distractions

Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me
Using me didn't ask
Using me didn't ask to be
Using me