Throwaway

I've been to hell and back, you see
I've been to purgatory
And I still think that there's some
Magic in misery

I think I love the in between
Why else would you be here with me?
It's not like you really love me
It's not like you're what I need

So we stand in cold
Holding hands in the snow
It's warmer being frozen
Than being on your own

We dove way too deep
Moments pass, but they don't leave
And now I hear your voice in songs
I write in my sleep

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
Can you be my throwaway?

I count the seven sins I breathe
If it meant you'd stay for a week
But thorny petals tell me
I'm meant too much to seek

Comfort in knowing that I'm free
I stay in purgatory
Knowing that you can't love me
And feeling incomplete

So we stand in cold
Holding hands in the snow
It's warmer being frozen
Than being on your own

We dove way too deep
Moments pass, but they don't leave
And now I hear your voice in songs
I write in my sleep

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
I wanna leave anyways

Can you be my throwaway?
Someone I call any day
Can you be my throwaway?

These moments pass
They don't leave
I still hear your voice
When I fall asleep

These moments lapse
I'm frozen free
Your skin tastes like poison
Drinking me

These moments pass
But they don't leave
I still hear your voice
When I fall asleep

These moments lapse
I'm frozen free
Your skin tastes like poison
Drinking me
Drinking me