Lonely

I'm lonely, lonely, lonely
Lonely all the time
I'm lonely, lonely, lonely
So will you help me one more time

Thoughts of you
Turn around inside my head
And the only thing I know
Is that I always will regret
All mistakes that I have made
All those hurtful words I've said
I wasn't truly who I'd wanted to be
But only now do I see

Everything you've done for me
And never complaining at all
Always trying to make me smile
And sacrificing so much more
And yes all the times where you'd patiently await
For me to give a word of thanks
But all you got was negligence

And so
How could I've ever been so blind then
How could I've ever cared so little
Why have I always been indifferent
To what is right
Why did I always pick a fight
We had so much going for us
But now I've squandered all your trust

And now
I need some help here to start over
I know exactly what is needed
To find my way back and be treated
As a friend 'cause that is what I'd like to be
And prove to you and everyone
That forgiveness isn't wasted on me

I'm lonely, lonely, lonely
Lonely all the time
I'm lonely, lonely, lonely
So will you help me one more time

Thoughts of you
Turn around inside my head
And the only thing I know
Is that I always will regret
All mistakes that I have made
All those hurtful words I've said
I wasn't truly who I'd wanted to be
But only now do I see

Everything you've done for me
And never complaining at all
Always trying to make me smile
And sacrificing so much more
And yes all the times where you'd patiently await
For me to give a word of thanks
But all you got was negligence

But there's one more thing that I know for sure
And when I come around once more
You'll see me here with a smile on my face
Knowing that there won't be more disgrace
And then perhaps I can pay you back
For all the sufferings that you had
That all the darkness repulsive and vile
Will all fade away and I again see you
Smile

And so
How could I've ever been so blind then
How could I've ever cared so little
Why have I always been indifferent
To what is right
Why did I always pick a fight
We had so much going for us
But now I've squandered all your trust

And now
I need some help here to start over
I know exactly what is needed
To find my way back and be treated
As a friend 'cause that is what I'd like to be
And prove to you and everyone
That forgiveness isn't wasted on me

It isn't wasted on me on me on me
No it's not