I'm Not Fine

Everytime I go outside I don't feel like myself
I really need some help
Tell me if you notice that I'm sad
The only one who sees it is my dad

I like to pretend that I' happy
'Cause no one seems to ask me how I'm really doing
And I don't think that is alright
I like to pretend that I' happy
'Cause no one seems to ask me how I'm really doing
And I don't think that is alright

So can you see I'm about to lose my mind?
Can you feel we're running out of time?
Can you tell that I'm not fine?

I like to pretend that I' happy
'Cause no one seems to ask me how I'm really doing
And I don't think that is alright
I like to pretend that I' happy
'Cause no one seems to ask me how I'm really doing
And I don't think that is alright

Can you see I'm about to lose my mind?
Can you feel we're running out of time?
Can you tell that I'm not fine?
Can you feel we all are gonna die?