Rock Bottom

You were once my rock, now I'm rock bottom in your room
I broke down on the way, I guess that I already knew
Trying not to punch the wheel like it's the other dude
Oh, I would have given everything I ever had to you
Well, I'm sorry 'bout the timing, there's not much that I can say
Other than the fact I didn't think it would go down this way
'Cause watching him go down on you was not my plan today
Not sure what crushed my ego more, his perfect body or your face

Now, somehow, I'm the one who feels embarrassed at the scene
When some guy has got his head further up your legs than your own jeans
If I had come ten minutes later and his cum was on your sheets
At least you coulda told a lie I'd always half believe

But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy
But, instead, I stood there like a bitch about to cry
And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind
But, instead, I hit the road, you took a load
I hope he gave you peace of mind

Well, you said you'd always care, now you don't care enough to ask
But, if you're asking, Mom had cancer and my dad is still an ass
And I've been looking for a therapist who won't dig up all my past
I'm scared she might make me realise we'd never last
Well, you once called me home you're more into going out
'Cause you ain't been home for weeks, and I should probably move out
But I'm scared 'cause most our memories are all over this house
Well, this must be rock bottom 'cause I'm crying in your blouse

But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy
But, instead, I stood there like a bitch about to cry
And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind
But, instead, I hit the road and you took a load
I hope he gave you peace of

Now I'm left here beating down the walls in my room
Funny, I used to lie here beating off to photographs of you
Now I guess I have a reason I should get these off my phone
Since the friend I had in you is now the friend that takes you home

But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy
But, instead, I stood there like a bitch about to cry
And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind
But, instead, I hit the road and you took a load
I hope he gave you peace of mind

Peace of mind
Mind
Peace of mind
Peace of mind
Mind