Always December

C
Snow is falling it's middle July
F
Just another day here in my mind
       Am
Can't escape what's inside
            G                    F
I've been running my whole damn life
C
Years go by but the colors won't 
change
F
Been so long since I've felt 
anything
          Am
Feelings fading so fast
             G               
Like I'm watching my own life 
           F
through glass

[Chorus]
         C                         
No one sees but it's always 
     G
December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring 
 Am
rain
                            F
In my head seasons never change

And It's killing me
        C                          
No one sees but it's always 
     G
December in me

Tried so hard to be brave
          Am                       
But the reasons this life is worth 
 G
living
                 F     G
Get hard to remember
                     C
When it's always December

[Verse]
C
Black and white only colors I see
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F
Sunless sky somehow stuck on repeat
       Am
But I hold it all down
              G                    
Don't want anyone to feel this but 
F
me
C
I'm only free from it when I'm 
asleep
F
The more I think the more I feel 
myself sink
              Am
Back to this empty place
            G                 
It's a nightmare I could never 
   F
explain (never explain)

[Chorus]
         C                         
No one sees but it's always 
     G
December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring 
 Am
rain
                            F
In my head seasons never change

And It's killing me
        C                          
No one sees but it's always 
     G
December in me

Tried so hard to be brave
          Am                       
But the reasons this life is worth 
 G
living
                 F     G
Get hard to remember

[Bridge]
Am
Can't outrun the cold
F                C
When it's in my head
       G
In my head
Am
It's been getting old
F               C
Wishing I was dead
       G
I was dead
           F                 G
As this overcast suffocates me
            F                   
I'm done waiting on some sign of 
  G
spring
C
I would rather lay here in my bed
F
Than have to face what lives here in
 my head
           Am
Hell just being awake
            G                    
Hurts much more than I could ever 
  F
explain

[Chorus]
         C                         
No one sees but it's always 
     G
December in me
No matter where I go it's pouring 
 Am
rain
                            F
In my head seasons never change

And It's killing me
        C                          
No one sees but it's always 
     G
December in me

Tried so hard to be brave
          Am                       
But the reasons this life is worth 
 G
living
                 F     G
Get hard to remember
                     C
When it's always December