Fake Friends

All I've ever had are fake friends, fake friends
Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends
Disappear right when you need them, need them
And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end

All talk, fake smiles when you see them
No trace, they're a ghost when you need them
They couldn't care less if you're breathing
Guess I trust, guess I trust too much

I'm a cynical person, but I own it
They are real sweet to my face, but it's bullshit
Shuttin' everybody out's how I'm coping
Guess I trust, guess I trust too much
I think I've had enough

All I've ever had are fake friends, fake friends
Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends
Disappear right when you need them, need them
And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end
But I don't even like me, so it makes sense
That all I've ever had are fake friends

Guess I trust, guess I trust too much
Guess I trust, guess I trust too much

I'm so bitter, it's been getting hard to hide it
Can't stop second-guessing all the kindness
'Cause every time I open up, it's one-sided
Guess I trust, guess I trust too much

Every time I'm left alone, these thoughts start pilin' up
Am I a burden? Do I suck? Am I just too much?
Maybe it's sad I'm just too hard to love
I think I trust too much
Shit, I think I trust too much

All I've ever had are fake friends, fake friends
Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends
Disappear right when you need them, need them
And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end
But I don't even like me, so it makes sense
That all I've ever had are fake friends

Got voices screaming in my head
Saying: No one's gonna love you like you love them
Got voices screaming in my head
Saying: No one's gonna love you like you love

Fake friends, fake friends
Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends
Disappear right when you need them, need them
And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end (up on the deep end)
But I don't even like me, so it makes sense
That all I've ever had are fake friends (all I've ever had)
All I've ever had are fake friends (all I've ever had are fake friends, yeah)
All I've ever hard are fake friends

Voices screaming in my head
Saying: No one's gonna love you like you love them (all I've ever had are fake friends)
Voices screaming in my head
Saying: No one's gonna love you like you love them
Guess I trust, guess I trust too much