Eradicate

Take this to the face stay disgraced
You don’t get feedback you don’t get a say
Can’t make amends it is way too late
Take your non-apology to your fucking grave

I know your heart and it’s too depraved
I seen your soul it’s beyond my grace
I know everything I need bout you
You don’t know the shit that I overcame
You don’t get a chance to inflict more pain

Take several seats and receive some shame
Watch your mouth when you speak that name
You only have yourself to blame
You talk remorse but you ain’t really changе
Manipulate and deflect away
This is thе end of your abusive reign
So we gon' celebrate this day

Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)
I don't feel you from out here
Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)

I can't hear you from out here
Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)
I don't feel you from out here
Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)
I don't feel you

I got dirt on me
But you got dirt on you too
If you think you’re bulletproof
That means we’re coming for you

Say I got dirt on me
But you got dirt on you too
If you think you’re bulletproof
That means we’re coming for you

The truth will set you free
I care how I'm perceived
I don’t want you to like me up until you hear the tea
The truth will set you free
I don't want you deceived
I wish I knew before I learned but that just wasn’t me

Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)
I don't feel you from out here
Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)

I can't hear you from out here
Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)
I don't feel you from out here
Cross that name check that box
(I miss you so much)
I don't feel you
(Eradicate!)

I listened close and I took it in
I didn’t know and I won’t again
I understand please let me in
Tell me how to make amends
I can confess I can repent
But when can I sleep in peace again
I listened close and I took it in
I didn’t know and I won’t again

Obsess all day on old friends who hate me
New friends telling me they forgave me
Jesus said I need embracing
The internet said I need erasing

Harbour love for those who betrayed me
I'm not enough for those I'm placating
Fixate on failings merits paling
My best friends bailing in my bedroom wailing

(I miss you so much)