The Invalid

Too much time I've wasted
This barely breathing life out of shape
The ceiling's falling down
Every night when I close my eyes
Bury me inside the concrete tomb
Where I can't hear the voices that aren't there
I'm steady enough
I'm ready to go to the other side

Just keep searching for the right ending
And cease my heart distending
It's filled with toxication
And it killed the last intention
To keep on breathing and fighting
Really I want no more

Trial makes me paralyze
In denial of my concession
In self-destruction I feel no more pain
I'm leading this life to where it in fact belongs

Give me self control
Outlive my obsession
Misguide me into obscurity
There I relive myself once again

Let me out of this
Prison's my body
Tears my soul apart
I'm screaming inside out