Better Than Before

Cutting flowers and my thumb and I'm thinking
I didn't notice the blood
How long have I been standing in the kitchen
Running water over and over this hurt
It doesn't matter how hard I work at it
How many vases fill my apartment
They all dissolve like sugar around me
Drunk up by wanting you here

I can make it up to you, on your bedroom floor
I can make it up to you, but can't make you want me more
I can make it up to you, but I'll never get over
The kind of love that leaves you better than before

All the moments when my heart was beaming
Flickering past like the last train leaving
It's only time and it's only distance
It's only me still wanting you here

I can make it up to you, on your bedroom floor
I can make it up to you, but can't make you want me more
I can make it up to you, but I'll never get over
The kind of love that leaves you better than before

And all the times that you showed me your love
I thought you knew what you were capable of
I thought the sky was only shining down us
I thought you'd show up I'm still looking at the horizon
I'm still looking at the horizon, I'm still looking at the horizon

I can make it up to you, on your bedroom floor
I can make it up to you, but can't make you want me more
I can make it up to you, but I'll never get over
The kind of love that leaves you better than before