Dead To Me

Woke up feeling like I'm on my deathbed
Still drunk, and laying next to my regrets
You love pushing me right up to the edge
And watching me take the last step

Don't wanna still be haunted by your ghost
But can't stop chasing feelings that keep it close
Hold on every time I start to let go
'Cause pain is the drug I can't quit

Isn't it all kinda funny
Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me
Why was it so hard to love me?
Left before I ever figured out why
And it sucks, all alone with these thoughts
You made it harder to trust, hit me right in my guts
I guess the damage is done
Why was it so hard to love me?
Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me

I wish you knew exactly how it felt
To watch you run from here to someone else
You might as well have dragged me straight to hell
And locked the door on your way out

Isn't it all kinda funny
Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me
Why was it so hard to love me?
Left before I ever figured out why
And it sucks, all alone with these thoughts
You made it harder to trust, hit me right my my guts
I guess the damage is done
Why was it so hard to love me?
Got ur hands on my neck but ur dead to me

(You're dead to me)
(Got your hands on my neck but you're dead to me)