Always in my head
Always in the air, this feeling
Ain't gonna be enough
Ain't gonna fill me up, you're squeezing
No matter what I do
No matter what you say
I'm always slipping at the breaking point
Of breaking down at borderline
Of breaking down at borderline
Of breaking down

Say what you wanna say
And watch me turn to gray
Feels like you built my grave
But you don't, it's my fault
The same patterns back again
Is what I gotta say
My life is in constant pain
I can't turn, this is my fate
Cause you know, it is dull
The same patterns are my main

Splitting up my brain
Trying to scrutinize
My imperfections are insane
And no doctors can relate, while I'm falling
Right now I'm feeling great
2 seconds back I felt like dying
I'm always at the breaking point
Of breaking down at borderline
Of breaking down at borderline
Of breaking down

Say what you wanna say
And watch me turn to gray
Feels like you built my grave
But you don't, it's my fault
The same patterns back again

Is what I gotta say
My life is in constant pain
I can't turn, this is my fate
Cause you know, it is dull
The same patterns are my main

Circling
Circling
Circling

The same patterns back again