I See the Tears in Your Eyes

I never thought it would last
That I just kept in my head
I've put the knife in your back
Now look I'm just like the rest

Now I'm afraid to wake up
But maybe one day I won't
And then I'll try but I'm stuck
And there won't be tomorrow

I wish that I could just could just run
You whispered under your breath
Yeah, I can act like a cunt
And I'll just say I'm depressed

You thought that I never tried
You wanna die? Are you sure?
I see the tears in your eyes
And it won't even hurt

Something changed when I saw her
I don't care and I won't call her
Asked why I never felt the same
But I'm so numb that I don't feel
And I feel better off this way

How do I keep this up?
I'll make the same mistakes
Tell me you've had enough

Hear you still cry
Didn't think twice
I'm that same guy

But the way that you felt
That might stick in my head
From the lump in your throat
To that crack in your neck
What the fuck have you done
To be left with with this mess
But for all I did wrong
I still never regret

Something changed when I saw her
I don't care and I won't call her
Asked why I never felt the same
But I'm so numb that I don't feel
And I feel better off this way