Suicidal

Sleepless again
Those nights of tears
Are coming back
Again and again

Why couldn't i see
It's me I cannot stand
It's me I can't forgive

Can't make myself forget
I cannot break the ice of my forgotten soul

I cried for help
I tried to run
But there was no place to hide

Feel the pain
See the blood on the floor
I'm watching me die again

Feel the pain
See the blood on the walls
I'm killing me once again

The angels fade away again
The demons rise
To burn my heart

Away from this life
Away from this world
A better place to die

I can see clearly now
Those nights were never meant to pass
I should have known I should not go on
I cross the line

I hope it will be over soon
but I don't see
Than on my grave he stands
A faceless figure

Feel the pain
See the blood on the floor
I'm watching me die again

Feel the pain
See the blood on the walls
I'm killing me once again