Shattermind

Awake, but hearing things that were not said
Watching, but seeing things that are not there
Present, but still I feel like I'm not here
I can't concentrate on who I am

Today I saw the gate to nothingness
Distorted figures in my mind
The world was standing still outside of me
I knew I had to take the step

And my senses sharpen
The blood inside my veins
Flowing stronger
Feeling this divine
Incompletion growing in me
My vision's altered but still I see

Am I here or somewhere else
My mind's running circles around me
Migraine tearing all my thoughts in two
Devoid, I can't feel a soul in here

Today I saw the gate to nothingness
Distorted figures in my mind
The world was standing still outside of me
I knew I had to take the step

My mind is merging with the universe
Shifting my state of consciousness
I am the beginning I am the end
I am the source of all that is