Betrayer In Me

I'm a sinner in cultural way
I'm a killer emotion destroyer
Wounder of your self-esteem
That scar tissue will never heal

I have lost if you won't fall
Bend don't brake
That is only way to survive
But that you have to find out

Can you hear those violent tones
From strings of my nerves?
This stretch up feeling
Will crack my mind and turn it around

That humming sound
In my ears is only music that I can hear
My nerves I want to tune 'em down
But they keep tighten up

Please let me pass away
Don't torn me back to that reality
Wake me up wreck it up
Splash it in to shooting stars

Can you hear those voices rise?
This scream that burns behind my eyes.
I'll forget all those lies you told me
If you help me to continue real life

Without this instrument build inside
Trying to find my way out
My mental chains
Get thinner under razor blades

Not today. not tomorrow
My calendar is too messy to follow
This way of life is fatal to my mental life

It's so fucking hard to try to
Keep everything together
Call my name to find way
Out of this emptiness