The Color Pit

Yeah, here you come again
I should've know you'd be around
It makes no sense to me
Why we're still alive
You've got weeks to live
And I am on a spiral dive
When you finally die
Don't let me need you there
I know damn well you're not alone
Surrounded laughing by the death head grins
Of all my friends who've overdosed,
Overdosed and died
And you know, that's the way we'd go
Back in your color room
The shadows fall and break
We would waste away
Burning out, shooting up
I'm not gonna fall with you this time
I might not get up
I'm not strong enough
You know
You know
You know
Can't you see it's killing me?
Can't you see it's killing me?
I'm not gonna walk back
Into the pit
For you
Yeah, not for you or anyone
I don't want the speed,
I don't want the heroin
I'm not gonna break
I'm not gonna play your game
When you die alone
In that pit of hell
Don't perpetuate the myth
Don't romanticize
I'm not gonna watch you die again
I don't wanna see
You know
You know
You don't wanna talk about it
But you know
You sit and laugh at me
You'd die and laugh at me
Yeah, you're all
Fucked up
Can't you see it's killing me?
Can't you see it's killing me?
Can't you see it's killing me?
Can't you see it's killing me?
I'm not gonna walk back into the pit
I'm not gonna walk back into the pit
I'm not gonna walk back into the pit
I'm not gonna walk back into the pit for you