Hesitation

The valleys that never end
They twist and turn
And I come back to where I began
Will I ever see your light again
Will I ever feel you from within

We all want to see the fire
But we don't want to feel the flame
We just long to reconcile
But it's easier to stay the same

I can't recollect
If I was ever innocent
I will always be a pharisee
Never trusting you but always me

Come and take me home
A son you've never known
I'll make my heart grow
With these black seeds I've sown

We all want to see the fire
But we don't want to feel the flame

We just long to reconcile
But it's easier to stay the same

Your gold will never ever be complete
It won't
The flame will burn its brightest
Close to me

Won't you bring it near
It'll burn away your fear
The life you give will be refined
Until we meet

We just want to watch it burn

We all want to see the fire
But we don't want to feel the flame
We just long to reconcile
(We all want to make it different)
But it's easier to stay the same
(We don't want to make a change)